Fiancé and I have been trying to conceive since Sept 2017. After not getting AF in December 2018 and getting 4 BFN she finally revealed herself with FULL FORCE yesterday afternoon. I’m very frustrated bc I was hoping for a BFP soon but I guess Mother Nature had other plans. On the bright side I start my clomid dosages on day 5 on my cycle which is 3 days away. Fingers crossed that I get a BFP next month after this first cycle of clomid. I’m seeing all these success stories and yes they make me sad but they also motivate me bc there are mommies who have had success stories after losses and trying so I’m optimistic yet a little sad.