So June 2nd I had my first child . Zionna Josephine ❤️ sadly she passed away one hour after her birth . My sorrow is unexplainable I cry every night & have horrible nightmares each night ! 😭 well I thought I’d never get thru , still kinda don’t . But 6 months later God has blessed me and my fiancé with another little gift ! Hoping he’s a sticky bean 💋 thinking I’m about 6 weeks pregnant and have my first appt Jan 7th . 😍🥰 baby dust to all of u women who are still ttc & congrats to those who got their bfp🙌🏽