I’ve wanted to give up so many times. We’ve been ttc for 3 years and going and still nothing. It really hurts so much because my faith has been like a roller coaster. Sometimes I don’t believe God will do it and at times I do. The family I married into are people of faith. I am declaring I will have my baby early this year. I’ve purchased baby clothes and blankets, my mother even purchased a dress and earrings for herself for when we present our first baby 😂😂 and my husband feels strongly that our first will be a girl. When I see hear and do these things, I dont doubt God will do it, I just wonder when. And I truly hope its very very soon!

P.S. am I the only one?