I was married for 6 years to be exact and I’m here to say I was the toxic one, I was unhappy but didn’t know how to leave, I cheated on my partner, I was mean to him when I shouldn’t have been, I wasn’t grateful when he done little things for me because I was wrapped up in an awful depression I had no clue how to get out of, yes I admitted to cheating and Iv had a lot

Of awful comments made to me but I’m here to say I thought sex was the answer to my problems, it was like a high or a drug, I didn’t have to feel anything except good in those moments even when I wanted to die after because I knew I was horrible for doing it to him.. I left that man, not for me but for him, he didn’t deserve the horrible person i was to him, he loved me and I couldn’t give it back no matter what I did, there are days I miss him but I’ll never go back because I couldn’t hurt such a good human being again! After being away from him I cried and hated myself and still do some days but I’m finally coming to terms that I did the best thing and let him go and I hope he finds someone who truly loves him and can be what he needs.