TTC and not excited

If wish I was one of those “all I want for Christmas is 2 pink lines” types but I’m just not feeling it right now. Been casually TTC for 6 months, no positives yet, and honestly Im not even bummed...i could take it or leave it. On paper, hubby and I are more than prepared, and we do both want kids. I just wish I could get more excited about the idea of being pregnant. Definitely some fear of the unknown. Maybe if/when I actually get a positive and it’s more “real” I’ll be excited. 😔

Did anyone else feel like this?