Sugar daddy 🤨

Okay so I do have a sugar daddy (past 3months) but he’s my Army Recruiter (past 8 months) lol! Anyways he always made it clear that he’s willing to give me money and it’s not an issue, but I’ve always been scared to ask him for money. Any tips or suggestions! Anything will help 😭 also I think I’m catching feelings for him but I know we’ll never have a relationship together because of the age difference and he’s married. Should I make that known or just keep it to myself.