Why is it so difficult to get pregnant!!!!!?????

I’m late for my period for 2 weeks so I thought to take a pregnancy test early morning but as usual it was negative..my husband really thought that I might be pregnant this time..my heart broke into pieces when I told him it didn’t happen this time also 😭😭😭😭😭..I badly want my babies to come please God help US!!!!!! I had 2 miscarriages in the past 2 years and it’s really hard for both me and my husband..every end of the month I cry when I get my period..I really hope 2019 will be our year..baby dust to all ladies who are struggling to get pregnant..