Do y’all ever compare yourself to the people your SO has been with!? I have days that it doesn’t bother me at all and then other days it drives me up the wall... my Fiancé has a Horrible past..,, to be nice he was a whore. Lol.

But yes he’s completely changed now that we are together, he has never been engaged before me and he reassured me daily that I’m who he wants. I have 2 boys (2 & 9) and I’m sooooo self conscious about myself, literally everything! And the days that I feel like I’ve gained too much weight or that my stomach isn’t flat enough is when it seems to bother me the most and I don’t even want him to touch me.

I know I should let the past go and not be petty but it’s so hard for me to do. I feel like I’m so abnormal because things like that get to me!