Watching the test go negative ๐Ÿ’”

Michelle ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง

After losing my boy at 15 wks 8 days ago Iโ€™ve been using cheap test strips to make sure I get a full negative before we ttc again. I know itโ€™s early days but I want to Make sure. Today was my 3rd test since I lost him and itโ€™s a vvvvfl positive still, but barely. Watching the line fade away is awful ๐Ÿ’” my fiancรฉ said it shows my body is doing well getting over the pregnancy and the hormones are leaving. But it hurts me, it may be a little silly to test as it upsets me. But i feel I need to know so any positive tests here on in arenโ€™t residual from my boys pregnancy. Just an awful time right now. Needed to tell someone... ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™