Waiting on blood work, negative HPT

K • Married, 3yo girl, second girl in the way

I have some minor symptoms (maybe, I’m sure my head is also making some up) I want it so badly.

Had nausea one day a while ago. Headaches a lot of bloating and my nipples only (not boobs) have been sensitive for 2+ weeks and that’s NOT normal for my menstrual cycle. I’m very irregular. I was buzzed off one glass of wine around Christmas I’m tired gassy and stomach tenderness/ firmness in lower abdomen. I also have increased smell come and go.

I’ve gotten 3 BFNs at 12, 17, and 19 DPO but something tells me not to let go. No period yet but not surprised by that, and I did readings on the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> a good amount of women never tested positive on urine tests only blood and had healthy pregnancies. One woman had 3 children and never tested pos on a HPT and another didn’t u til she was 7 months pregnant.

So I went to get blood done yesterday. Now it’s the true waiting time..... any thoughts?

I would be 5w2days today