I’m going crazy! 😩

April B

AF was due today, have been spotting since yesterday. Took a blue dye test a couple days ago, was a BFN. I made the mistake of looking at it again last night before putting in the trash (hiding tests from my partner bc i want it to be a surprise), and it looked positive!

I’ve taken two tests since... one pink dye cheapie (BFN) and one FRER digital (also a BFN). I’ve been crying all day... I feel crazy for still hoping I’m actually pregnant, despite all the clear signs that I’m not ... smh