Cried after sex

Allison

So I’ve felt like my SO has slowly started to drift away from me/ us. Not that I feel he is cheating. Just that he has started losing interest in me. I told myself I would talk to him today. I’ve cried all day. We’ve hardly said any words to each other. I just don’t know what to say anymore. Everything I say seems to get on his nerve. So I’ve really just shut down. I Was in a very abusive relationship before that caused me to have serious anxiety and depression. Now I’m starting to feel it creep back up. Well fast forward to like 10 mins ago. We have sex. The whole time I was thinking “well he’s having sex with me. He must still love me..” as soon as we were done I started crying my eyes out. I don’t know if it’s me being able to tell he isn’t happy with me anymore or if I’m just coming to a low and my depression and anxiety are getting the best of me. I can’t do it anymore.