I don’t know how it happened or why. All of my friends suddenly stopped talking to me. I don’t know why. My best friend just wrote me that I’m an idiot, claiming I scammed her, when I was supposed to give her money when we go out later tonight. Over 15 bucks. My boyfriend who I am in a long distance relationship he’s having a difficult times and he just ghosted me. I understand he might have some problems, I’m not mocking him for it, I understand but I just asked him to let me know how he’s doing sometimes and the last time he’s sent me a message was 31st of December. He told me he loved me and that he’s having problems with his broadband but nothing else was sent to me. I am trying to wait for him, but I just feel soooooo overwhelmed with everything I need him and he’s not there.

I just got a new job, I’m having way too many days off to just distract myself from everything. I think I was successful with battling my depression but I failed again.

I’ve got no one to talk to, I feel like crap, I’m very close to doing bad things to myself.

I don’t know what to do.

I’m completely lost.