I am 22 years with a 10 month baby & also 33 weeks pregnant. I’m stuck in an abusive relationship and I’m afraid to leave because he threatens to kill me and my family or anyone who tries to help me get out. He’s moved us to another state. And he won’t even take me to visit. His family is made up of a bunch of liars. I told his mom I wanted to leave and her response was “so you really want to take care of 2 babies by yourself?” I don’t know or trust anyone here. And I’m scared. My 2nd child is due in 2 months and I don’t have anything for her. My son doesn’t even have a bed anymore because his grandmother took it out of the room so now he sleeps in a playpen. He won’t help me with the child. He’s never given him a bath. He refuses to clean up after the baby or himself even. Doesn’t feed, change diapers, wash bottles or anything. I have $100 left and I don’t know what to do. He made me lose my job because he didn’t want to share his car. He smokes and spends all his money on weed. This is not how I want to live my life. I feel trapped. He constantly calls me names. And says I’m a whore, stupid and weak. His mom “borrowed $200 from me , money I’ve saved for emergency and never paid it back. And he just let her get away with it. He let his sister bully me while he spent 4 weeks away working. I was such a happy girl 3 years ago before I met him. And now I’m nothing. Now I just want to hide. He abuses me emotionally and verbally. I can’t even talk to my friends or family without him starting an argument.

I need help

How do I escape without killing myself ? I feel like death is the only option.