I don’t know why but I have been so anxious about everything recently. We are planning on me staying home with baby once she is born, and I’m trying hard to pay off my credit card and car before then. My goal is to find a stay at home job after she is born (been looking at options) that way I still have some kind of income and because I don’t want to put all the financial burden on husband. Plus we are looking for a new place to live, we stay in a one bedroom apartment now and it’s gone to shit (ole the whole complex) we have roaches in our apartment and have spent so much money to get rid of them and told the office but they do nothing. I clean constantly and I feel so frustrated. Our lease ends in April (beginning of month) and baby is due at the end. So we want t find a two bedroom but everything is so expensive and we haven’t seen any available yet and I’m stressing so much. I just want to sit back and enjoy this pregnancy but I feel like we aren’t prepared and I’m so worried about being in a good place by the time she comes. Plus I’ll be leaving my job at the end of March because of us trying to move and other various reasons. I don’t know if I should try to get a job at home then or wait until after baby is born. I’m just so stressed and need to vent.