I’m so broken

My boyfriend and I just broke up after basically 6 years of being together....we both agreed that it wasn’t working but I’m still so heartbroken.... I can’t stop crying....now all I want to do is go out and drink or take pills until I don’t wake up....I know it sounds stupid and I’m not trying to kill my self over a guy but I’m just in so much pain.... I thought I was fine but I’m not....