My boyfriend confuses tf out of me sometimes 😂

He CLAIMS he doesn’t want to hurt me while we are having sex so he doesn’t enjoy choking me

But yet....he confided in me that he enjoys it a bit when I struggle against him.

(Completely consented)

Btw: we’ve been there at least once, getting fucked so hard that you could not physically take it. It’s happened a bit often for me and he’s always on top of me and I’m on my stomach. But mind you he’s significantly bigger than me anyway 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’ll be into it but then it slowly start hurting and I go from moaning to telling him stop. But Apparently feeling me struggle to turn around or whatever turns him on (which i guess is a bit weird but whatever you do you boo)

I don’t know it’s just a bit odd that THAT turns him on but he won’t choke me 🤷🏻‍♀️ (apparently because he’s afraid he will physically hurt me bc he doesn’t know his own strength and gets too into it)

ALSO: NONE of this is an issue for me! He’s gotten so much better at being able to tell when I’m being serious about him stopping or easing up. And I’ve gotten to the point where it doesn’t get anymore. Nothing scares me etc , he doesn’t hold me down! He doesn’t MAKE me stay there and take it after telling him to stop. Most times he just can’t understand what I’m saying 😂🤷🏻‍♀️