Losing virginity mistake

I lost my virginity to this guy and now he won’t talk to me. I wasn’t clingy. I sent a generic snap the day after we had sex and he left me on open. I was just really sure that we were friends and that it wasn’t a hookup. He really didn’t seem like a fuck boy. I guess what’s done is done. I just wish I would have waited a little longer

Please no rude comments. I already feel like trash