Is it weird to not want to be around my boyfriend when I’m here but when I’m not here I miss him.. I think it’s because of stuff that he doesn’t do.. it’s like he doesn’t do any relationship stuff.. I feel like I’m only here because he needs me or w.e he never asks me to come it’s more of a convenience.. but is that a word feeling am I the only one?

It’s like when I’m not around I want to be around him but when I’m around him sometimes I don’t want to be..