I hate seeing negatives. Especially after getting to see my two pink lines for two days in October but then the happiness was ripped away when I started bleeding and found out I had a chemical. I just want that excitement again.

The worst part is I don’t really have anything to base off of when to test because I have long inconsistent cycles and get more than one LH surge so OPKs aren’t reliable either. So I just have to test like once a week for peace of mind.😭this is stressful.