I have been feeling really worthless and unlovable right now because of my depression and it's also due to the fact that I just got home from a two week vacation with my family, and their favorite pastime in the car is put me down. I just wish that they understood what they were doing. I don't want to be alive, but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop existing. Best part about this? I did attempt suicide two years ago, and you would think that they would get me help, or talk to my doctor about going on medication. But no, they told me to stop being a drama queen and to suck it up. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with any of this?