So recently I’ve gained more weight. I’ve always been really small around 110. And now I’m pushing 135. My husband says he likes it but I don’t know.. I almost want to cry every time I look in the mirror. I got my first set of stretch marks this month and I know they’re normal, I just never had them so now it’s hard adjusting.

This is me now on the top. I’m just having a hard time loving my self and being confident. This picture below is from about a year ago.. I just needed to rant. I’m sorry.