can’t find the right one

i’m 15 years old, and i want to loose my virginity. there are 3 choices. guy #1 lives in another country, we talk, sext sometimes. we have a very deep connection, but he is 20 years old and lately the spark has been off. guy #2 is very hot and sweet, we have kissed, and it was the best, but i don’t know if he is willing to take my virginity. finally, guy #3 i’m scared he could tell his friends about it, but we are neighbors, so it would be the easiest thing, he is extremely hot and popular. which one should i pick?