This is like the hardest thing I ever had to go threw. And I've been threw a lot in my past.

So 11/19/18 I found out I was pregnant so excited fiance super excited coulsnt wait to tell everyone. Which now I guess wasnt a bad thing cause they where supportive. Well 12/17/18 I had my 1st appointment thought in was 8weeks baby only show 6 odds where good cause they found heartbeat. So I had to go back in a week 12/26/18 the day before my birthday. Would of been great if I got good news. But worst birthday ever. They told me I'll miscarry. I was devastated ,1st I cried my whole birthday called off work cause I didn't want to see or deal with ppl. I was a mess that whole week. Even when I returned to work. I was going back in fourth in my head like mybe they could be wrong I feel fine to crying because it could happen. Then I got the guts to ask for a 2nd opinion. My doc offered to bring me back in do another scan. I agreed. Well the day before that appointment I started spotting. So I tried to cancel but she still wanted to see me. She did the scan showed me what was in there and why it looked the way it did and explained what's to come next the do's and the don'ts and sent me home with percocet perscibtion. This was on Friday 1/4/19 come Saturday I'm in pain I'm not 1 to take medication but I did get the prescription just in case. So I took it cause was in pain for what seemed like an hr having hot flashes threw up just horrible. Don't even think the pill worked. Then I decided to try to go back to the restroom sit down and this huge clot falls out about 2-3inches. Like wtf. After that I thought that was it but ofcourse I'm still bleeding. Then Sunday more cramps not as bad as Saturday but they where there. At some point I go to the bathroom and look I the toilet something weird came out of me it was like clearish thing with blood on or in it. I flushed and was surprised to see it float up before going back down maybe it was the sac baby was in Idk. Monday another wierd clot comes out not sure. It wasn't super red like regular clot it was pinkish from the blood and grey in color. Not sure what that was either. Today is Tuesday and I believe its lightened up but it's still early morning so it could get heavy again throughout the day but I'm hoping it's going away so I can get a normal period and try again.