Beginning to lose hope and feeling worse by the day

Aliyah • 11/03/18💍 Cycle 7 TTC #1

CD30 12-13dpo and a BIG FAT NOTHING. I am so so frustrated. AF due Thursday but definitely feeling out to being this close and stark white. It’s really starting to send me into a deep depression after 7 months of trying and 3 before that ntnp