On September 18th 2018 I was diagnosed with PCOS. A week later I had a D&C done. It's now been 3 months since I had last seen the Dr and he told me 3 months ago that I would start on Clomid this month.

Those dreams were dashed. I went to my Dr appointment yesterday and the Dr told me that something else is wrong. That we can't start clomid and that I'll have to see a fertility specialist 2hrs away.

I'm upset and tired. My exhusband and I tries for 8 years and he left me for someone who could give him children. My husband now well we've been trying for 4 years. At least with this time I'm getting closer with answers. I'm taking the proper steps. It's hard though. It's hard on me emotionally and financially. It's hard that so much of our families think we should just give up.

But my husband is kind and wonderful. We know what we want in life. And we're taking measures to get there.

I just hope it happens soon.