I’m weak

I’m a weak person. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me that I can’t handle things other people seem to handle so easily.

I’m literally physically disgusting right now post partum and on top of that I’m selfish, have no patience and feel like I’m just dead inside; every day is the worst day ever and I just look forward to it being over.

I can’t understand why my husband would ever want to be with someone like me.

I fucking hate myself.