Advice Vent

Hi all

Just wanted to vent ask for advice. 🤷‍♀️ So on 12/27 I took 2 pregnancy test both came positive. On 12/28 I started to bleed like a regular period. I went to urgent care on 12/29 there the Dr ordered hcg test and an ultrasound. The test came back low 211 and they could not see anything on my ultrasound. Dr orders 2 more hcg test. 12/31- 624 and 1/4-1,744. Today I had a scheduled ultrasound they still could not see anything 😔🤦‍♀️. So again I was asked to take another hcg test this one came back at 4,881. I'm trying to stay positive. I just wanted to hear any advice just vent. Thank you

UPDATE. Yesterday 1/15 I was rushed to ER for emergency surgery. I had a erupted ectopic pregnancy. I am heartbroken but glad to be alive. God was with me. I am not angry just sad. I will get thru this.