I think I’m losing my baby

I’m 5wks 4days today and started bleeding yesterday. Bright red blood. Cramping on and off. I know some women go on with successful pregnancies even with bleeding but since I had a miscarriage last May, I’m not very hopeful with this one. :( I really thought this would be my rainbow baby. It took us 8 months to get pregnant again after our first miscarriage. Every month was a heartbreak, but this ones even more heartbreaking because I already thought I was done with the monthly disappointment. I’m so sad. Tomorrow is supposed to be my orientation with the nurse. I’m still iffy going back to the hospital because last time I was there, it was bad news. And now I’m coming back with another bad news. I’m still praying. God works wonders. So I’ll keep praying. :(

I just wanna give a virtual hug to all the women who had a miscarriage and who’s going through a miscarriage right now. It’s a tough tough thing. And I salute all of you for your strength. ❤️

We’ll all have our miracle baby one day. And we’ll look back to this day when God tested us just to see how strong we were and how deserving we are to have a child ☺️