LONG READ SORRY!!!

So long story short I have been going to college for on and off since high school (6 years) and have basically tried every career and major under sun and I cannot figure out what I wanna do. I had ZERO interest in the medical field until I had my first baby at 20 and it really gave me a love for L&D and pp. I loved what mu nurses did for me and i wanted to do that for someone else. I did not feel like I was smart emough for it so it took me a while to go for it. I attempted pre reqs for RN school and A&P killed me, I then tried for LPN and got in and completed half a program before withdrawing because of crazy home life (ny hubby was in AEMT clinicals at the time and we were both working so I was afraid my really good grades would drop d/t that) I am now at a stand still trying to figure out what to do. Should I even be a nurse if the only field I am interested in is L&D and PP? Should I try my prerequisites again and go straight to RN? Finish LPN? I do know where I an LPN do not work in L&D ever. If there are any nurses out there who could shine some light on my issue that would be great! Thanks for reading!