Anyone else scared to do one now. I really wanted to do one but now with 2 miscarriages in scared that planning a party is gonna jinx it or something. I'm not usually a superstitious person, but it feels like putting so much hope to go that far, meaning party planning...

I'm not sure I can handle that and it makes me sad because I want to be joyful in my pregnancy, not terrified.

EDIT: also I'm not pregnant right now, I just saw a video and thought of it since were ttc