I need hope...

I’m on CD 43. No sign of AF at all. I don’t know if PCOS is taking control and I’m becoming irregular once again (didn’t ovulate, AF isn’t coming etc.), or if i could have ovulated late and not realized it.

According to the calendar I should have ovulated between December 20th and 25th, but I didn’t take a positive LH or experience my typical ovulation symptoms that week. The week after that however I started feeling cramps and pulling and other similar symptoms but I thought I was getting my period. Last Thursday January 3rd, I ended up noticing a huge change in CM that made me question a late ovulation but still no positive LH. We did the BD a lot over that time period in question but I don’t really know what to think at this point...

Has anyone gotten a BFP around this time?