Husband and I have a known history of both being super fertile.

I got pregnant on the IUD.

I've had fraternal twins.

Daughter after the twins was a one time pull out fail.

Our last pregnancy was an on the pill only had sex once that month baby.

Sadly she was stillborn at almost 36 weeks.

We've had more unprotected sex this month than we ever have...period is two days late but every test is negative, I've taken 5.

I just want our rainbow baby so badly. I feel like my body failed our daughter and now I can't even get pregnant when actually trying.

Maybe I should give up and just wait...it just all feels so unfair and I feel guilty even complaining about it. Some people can't ever conceive on their own.

What a mixed up mess of emotions.