I don't want to be happy

Fransheska • I have an amazing service dog and the worst periods 😘😘

Is it ok to not want to be happy. If I cry everyone gets mad at me for being upset. Then they yell IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE HAPPY THEN FORGET YOU. Is it wrong to not want to smile all day and say its all ok when its not. Sometimes i just want to let everything out and cry my heart out for no reason. Am i the only one that feels like this or do other people feel like this to