6-7 weeks. I think I can

This week has literally been awful. I’ve had a nasty UTI which has made me physically feel awful. I’ve had family issues w my grandmother this week. Which has left me physically and mentally drained. And tonight. I’m STRUGGLING.. I can’t breathe I feel like my girl is forcing my lungs up into my throat. I feel like she is trying to kick her way out right now and it’s borderline painful. My head is hurting so bad. I’m sooo hot even tho my house is freezing. Literally the thermostat is on 66. It’s snowing outside. I just wanna be able to fall asleep as fast and easy as my husband who is snoring away beside me and it’s keeping me awake. AND I can’t find a mattress thing for the pack and play that we are going to use for our room anywhere but amazon so I can’t put it on my existing registry.

I have had such an easy pregnancy and for that I’m so very blessed and thankful but this week. It’s like my hormones are out of control. And I’m struggling. It’ll all be worth it when my girl is here. (In the next 6-7 weeks!😱) Thanks for letting me rant. Y’all are the best.