I just accepted God im heart a couple weeks ago. And I am a complete different person! I love it!! I love god! There is just a problem I am currently in a toxic relationship my boyfriend has problems drinking and does drugs. He gets abusive when he drinks. Alcohol controls him and his bad influence brother. I have tried taking him to church with me and he just doesn’t want to. These few days have been horrible he tries to argue about everything and has even questioned our relationship. I fight for our relationship because we have a son together. He is 1 years old! But I’m so tired. Is god pushing him away from me? I have prayed for him to give me a sign but Am I too blind to see it?