Waiting for the storm

I lost a pregnancy in June ‘17 at 7 weeks after having HG and intense depression. After a long time deciding if we’d try again, then 6 months of trying, I recently found out I’m expecting a baby in September.

Last time I had about 2 weeks between positive test and my first hospitalisation. This time it’s been almost a week, and it feels like waiting for a massive natural disaster.

On the plus side, this time I have cyclizine on hand, a specialist obgyn, a specialist psychiatrist, and my regular psych meds. I want this time to be different!