Hi ladies

Is white discharge normal if you’ve already conceived?!

I was hoping I did and will take a pregnancy test in a couple of days time, but been through a lots of stress coz of relationship probs and drinking wine to calm down! I’m dying inside I love him so much but it’s breaking down coz he just doesn’t care about how I’m feeling at the moment. I know I’m not helping myself but I’m just unable to, I’m very down ( sorry for the bad vibe ) we r ending something so beautiful but I’m hurt, I’m 37 n truly panicking. He wants kids so much but not understanding how I feel. I’m depressed even suicidal ( not actively seeking though ) I just feel so low that I wish I didn’t exist. since I started trying two months ago. I just need to know I can’t play the waiting game for too long. Keeping the front is the hardest. Work tomorrow n me not ready to face the world at all. He is now staying with his friends that I don’t like at all n the woman dares speaking to me on the fone as if she knows my life better. It just upsetted me further so much. No one around me to open up and truly speak my feelings to. I have u guys.