Negative, losing hope

Brittany • •Wife💍•Mom dog of two fur babies🐶💙Cheyenne 🐶💙 Chevelle •👼🏻👼🏻🌈

Today has been super hard for me I was having a great day at work with my coworkers & my husbands ex and her boyfriend found out they are expecting baby #2 and I’m not gonna lie I got super jealous. Why is it something you want so bad doesn’t happen ? When you have your life going straight.. I’ve had 2 miscarriages last year & I just want to see two pink lines, & carry full term. It’s so sad that miscarriages make you feel like their is something wrong with you. I literally just want to burst out into tears. It’s been 4months since the last MC I just need to vent & get advice I know I’m not alone but I feel like I am with everyone getting their two pink lines & carrying full term