So AF is now two days late and I’m really starting to not even wanna be pregnant. Like if I am imma love my kid regardless but I just don’t want no ties to the father period. I feel like if I am and if I have the baby I’m gonna be tied to this man for 18 years that I don’t want. I’m not gonna wanna keep the baby from him but I’m also not gonna wanna have to deal with him. He is abusive (called the police bout a week ago) and possessive. He says I BELONG to him. Whatever that means. Ladies I need advice and some uplifting. This really got me torn. If I am pregnant imma gonna be miserable the whole pregnancy. I just can feel it already. I’ve been looking for to a BFP since we BD but I didn’t know everything that happened during the 2ww was going to happen like it did. Making me have second thoughts. What should I do