I feel like I’m being ungrateful

I’m 11 weeks pregnant and I’m not having a good experience with it at all. I’m constantly sick and can’t eat but always starving. I feel like I complain all the time don’t get me wrong I wanted a baby a for a while . I’ve been with my husband for 3 years and we never used protection so I just assumed something was wrong. But my baby machine works and I feel bad for complaining this baby is a blessing but really giving me a tough time and then I think of all the women who are trying to convince and those who can’t and I’m over here complaining. Just feeling off about it.