Story time!

Me and my ex fiancé meet up almost every weekend to hang out...we truly believe were great for eachother it was just the wrong time. He's literally my bestfriend...I dont need relationship advice on that. What we have going on works for US. I think once we get back together our relationship is going to be AMAZING until then I like how we are. We just needed this break. Anywho yes we still have sex. Were exclusively having sex.(I trust him)

but ladies im EMBARASSED. We normally have sex and im fine but noooo not this time. As soon as he entered me Idk what happened emotions just took me over. I lightly tried to push him out and said "we cant be having sex like this" (my vajay was saying hell yes, but my heart was like

We kept on going like 2 strokes later my eyes watered up like crazy(I wasnt in pain I was in a deep dark hole of emotions apparently😂) I tried to look away and he says "baby look at me...are you about to cry?" first of all weve been calling eachother by name so the baby thing took me out and I literally start boo hoo crying MID STROKE, MID SEX!!!! Like my life flashed before my eyes like this is the man I want to marry, have kids with, make love to for the rest of my life. After he finished(I wanted him to) hes held me extremely tight and said to me....yall this is a man that doesnt not express his emotions AT ALL. He said... "Youre the one. Youre it for me. I protect you because I love you so fucking much and I dont want anyone attacking what I love more than anything in this world. Youre an amazing woman."

Let me add we've been hiding from his family and the world basically because we seperated NASTY. So everyone has their opinions. Once we figure US out we will tackle the rest of the world. Until then us hiding is kind of sexy to me. I just feel like such a dork. Like Ive never cried during sex and definitely not that hard. I feel like I need to redeem myself😂 ladies I need some reassurance Has anyone else ever cried during sex out of happiness?