This is the first time I’ve really spoken about this because it’s been really hard. December 20th I woke up with a little spotting, went to ER just to be safe. Turns out after all, our babe had passed away at 13+6. Just one day from our 2nd trimester. ONE DAY. Our due date was June 21. I never imagined this would happen to me, especially that far into the pregnancy. But it did and it was so hard to take in especially since I thought I was overreacting. This past Tuesday I had my D&C after trying to pass naturally. Since the D&C, I’ve felt much better and happier. Carrying our baby around in my belly, watching my belly shrink and just the thought of it all was traumatizing.

So today I mustered up the courage to look through all the June mommas to be, and it felt good to be able not to feel resentment and not be angry.

In a sense, this may be considered a blessing, a sign or a curse, but our baby will forever be in my heart. I have two beautiful, healthy kiddos that need me at my best 24/7.

I hope each and every one of you beauties have a great rest of your pregnancy!

Thanks for taking the time to read ❤️

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