No opks this cycle

So I decided not to use opks this month and just try to relax and not stress about ttc and try not to take a pregnancy test until AF is due but it is driving me crazy. Glow says I will ovulate in 5 days but I am almost positive that I am ovulating early as I have most of the symptoms of ovulation such cramping, acne, hot flashes etc. plus I started having ewcm 2 days ago. I don't want to spend the money on the opks but I am making myself crazy. If I ovulate early then I won't know what dpo I am after ovulation does come. Ugh. Anyhow I just wanted to vent ladies. Lol.