AF playin games

Kathleen 👶👼👼

TTC for #2 2 years, I'm on cycle day 44, no sign of AF. Took a test and still BFN. I'm just thinking to themself common AF just come already so I can start a new cycle. I will never give up! How is it so easy with the first and the 2nd is like training for the marathon? Can I make it to the finish line yet!? Who's with me!!! Ok end of rant.