Please help Ttc after chemical last month now faint line

So we have been trying for one year Ttc and never had a positive. Last month I got one and found out days after it was a chemical or miscarriage. Now I have this from today the day before my period is due. I don’t know if should be excited or upset as I’m worried because it’s faint might be another mischarage it looks just like the last one. The one of two tests is last months and this months. My hand is on the old one