Ttc 4. 1/2 years

I officially think I have completely lost hope. I sent buy test anymore no since in wasteing money when I know it will be negative. I dont even buy ovulation test anymore because what's the point it will never happen 4 long years have gone by and I have nothing to show for it besides a broken heart and a empty womb! Everybody says stop trying it will happen no it wont I've stopped trying for months almost a year and still nothing the doctor do not help at all they just tell me I'm to young and they wont help I found a doctor that wanted to do some test he ordered a hsg and the radiologist said she couldn't find my cervix and that was it no follow up no phone call no nothing! I guess it really wasn't ment to be.i will never be a mom.rant over!