Worts Losing virginity experience

Hey so I lost my virginity to my boyfriend. We both hadn’t ever had sex yet so it was our first, and well, it was disappointing.

I was on my period and He wasn’t fully hard so it was just stuffed into me limp and when we had movement he got pleasure but I didn’t feel anything at all. It was a pretty bad experience. There was a point which he even missed and accidentally tried going into my butt.

Sooo. That’ll be a quite gruesome memory for the rest of my life.

Is it something to worry about that he wasn’t hard?