AF arrived yesterday and I am so hurt and depressed I cried all night. Ive been TTc for 1 year and 4 months, it doesnt get easier. This cycle, I am on clomid 100mg. (my 2nd cycle on clomid). I am thinking of giving it a rest for a few cycles because Im out of town and my specialist dont give directions without a personal visit. But I am just so afraid I wont ovulate without clomid because when she put me on clomid 50mg, she told me my egg size isnt as big at she expects it to be but maybe Im a slow grower and should give it some time. That cycle didnt work. When she increased my clomid dose to 100, I had a dominant egg with a good size but unfortunately, this cycle failed. Now, Im torn because, I really wanna have a baby and dont know if I would be capable of producing eggs with good size without clomid. My cycle is pretty regular. It always comes 4-6 days late than the previous one. Has anyone been told that there eggs are small but eventually get pregnant without treatment? Btw! Goodluck to all ladies still on the 2ww and stay strong to those others like me who are out this cycle.