Hey ladies, I just wanted to come and vent real quick lol. My boyfriend and I have been together for 7 months now. I had gotten out of a toxic relationship and I met him. I never expected myself to get into another relationship but this man 😍 I cannot. He loves me, respects me, talks to me, I just can’t get enough. I’m so infatuated with him. He’s become apart of my everyday life. My family LOVE him, just as much as me and I’m just in love. At the same time I’m scared. I’m scared to be happy. Everything is never perfect and I’m scared to actually love and be vulnerable because I’m scared he’ll break my heart. My ex it was so easy to leave because he didn’t appreciate me, cheated, it was horrible but with my boyfriend, I dont know. It’s so different, he just lights me up. He teaches me to be more positive. He pays my attitude no mind. When he’s drunk, he’ll order food and send me a million of text saying he’s coming over be ready 🤣 just to sit up and tell me about his time out. Like he’s just amazing and he has flaws of course but the flaws are nothing compared to everything else. I’ve been cheated on before so I told him once if he wants to be single ever please just leave and he says he never cheated before and he never will. If he ever feels he doesn’t want us anymore he’ll be a man about it but never intentionally hurt me and he just makes me better as a individual. I’m scared to love 😩 scared to get my heart broken. I’m just rambling now 🤣